青春不耐久藏

這是接么么回來第三天的體悟，真的好難
                                                                               
                                                                               
對么么而言，要滿足他的心理比滿足生理還難
                                                                               
對小帕和他的小貓而言，活下來比什麼都難
                                                                               
                                                                               
對小帕的中途，我滿懷感激，我一直都知道你們盡心盡力的為她和小貓們
                                                                               
但是，小帕和小貓的健康，卻不能和他們的付出成正比
                                                                               
                                                                               
而我發現，撿貓很簡單，養貓很難。沒那麼簡單就填滿他們心中的缺憾
                                                                               
                                                                               
今天早上因為一些私事寫了信去請教Claireisa板友
                                            
非常感激他，回給我的信可說是完全切中要點!!
                                                                               
只是，原本我以為自己更有信心更有想法了
                                                                               
結果中午的時候接到小帕狀況不好的消息
                                                                               
心情一下子變得很糟糕
                                                                               
我在反省，如果當初我多想一些，也許情況就不是這個樣子
                                                                               
愛心氾濫不是這樣使用的......
                                                                               
小帕生產的時候，我曾經以為我做了一件對的事
                                                                               
但是，我現在不敢那麼肯定了 ~"~
                                                                               
                                                                               
中途真的都是一個一個的天使，有溫柔而堅強的心
                                                                               
大概是因為小帕是我第一次撿的貓
                                                                               
所以聽到令人難過的消息，總是特別脆弱吧

我還需要好好的努力，既然來了，就要和對謝小齊一樣，對么么負責
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
只是
                                                                               
看到么么，想到小帕
                                                                               
就突然好想念我的謝小齊